Tuesday, March 1, 2016

Not Just Killing, But Murdering Time!

Today was a waste of a day. I played 3 different tournaments, and busted out before the cash in all three. Two of them were within the first 30 mins.

Honestly I'm getting board with it. With everything going on in my life it's really difficult to get motivated about pocket change, but I also knew that this is what I was getting into when I started the series.

In the last 7 days I think I've placed once, and that was for 0.08 cents. That means the bank roll is standing at $8.83 - just under $10.00...

I hate how I know that I have to remain grateful for everything little bit, and I am when I stopped and think about what I'm doing on the grand scheme of things, but on ruff days it's easy to look at the accomplishment as worthless...

All things considered I think it's really important that I make note of how depressed I've been over the past few days. It isn't because of anything going on outside of me: it's completely internal, and that has always been a source of serious negativity in my life.

Right now it's a matter of ridding the wave out, and not making any sudden changes in an attempt to "cheer myself up."

I've earned $8.83 - Keep looking up and moving in that direction until you're standing up, or at least until your head is off the ground.


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